alone

just got too used to be in a pair

expecting everything to happen when we're together

it's been a year

perhaps it's a point where there is some silent loneliness.

quiet times always hold up the tickling time and happenings

encouraging thinkings and believes are first up on the way

but then the haunting loneliness came through at once.

changes are never easy

but they exist everywhere

when will i start to overcome them?

hell knows.

when the day comes

i'll never be the same me

seeking the day of rebirth - is the sole power pulling me through.

this & that

the lighting/sound guy with the bottles

  

simply mo-liu-ness

  

my voodoos at the office...

 

Must watch!! it's just sooo cute!

cool stuff

this is so cool.

but do we actually have a chance to experience these products?
the issue of 2012 really annoys me... i hate Ron for telling me about all the history and stuff of the issue...

only couple years left...
still struggling what is the focus of my life..
what do i REALLY REALLY wanna do??

my mind is in the middle of nowhere....
where does all my inspirations go?

fashion?

have been working as a PR in an event management company for almost a year.

learnt a lot and i'm so lucky to get into this wonderful team.

everything's so free here... super flexible working hours, wii times everyday...

but now i come to a point that i miss the fashion field.

i'll be taking the PhD course next year.

but it won't start until September 2009.

still a year and a half to go from now.

shall i quit the job and find one in a more fashion-related field?

well, i need some advice. seriously.

hm.

too much thinkings going on.
once it started, it'll never end.

too many comparisons and regrets.
i dun feel healthy at the moment.

geez... when will this stop?????